hey backstrap,looks to me like ur problem is communicating instead of crying to us try talking to ur supervisors make them aware of the time, just do what u can ,nobodys asking u to kill ur self,oh yeah who else is going to responsible for what U do ,no home life r u kidding me.Sound like u have other issues my friend,worry about ur self ,no this is not dr phil,been here a long time, try it for a week relax its not worth stroking out over it affects everyone around u,u probably know this already,take it easy