What ever gets you through the day, :smilie_132:
We pay for our insurance also, and when we were AF we didn't, ya know what, life goes on.
Actually that was one of the city units I had, and my customers never heard me cry about it, I kinda liked it. When I thought I might need more hours did I cry and blame others? No, I went and found a supplemental
job to get me through, you do what you need to do, get a 2nd
job, get a different
job, sit back and wait it out. No one is forcing you to do anything, it's your choice, sit down and cry or do something about it.
Quit playing the blame game and go do something about it other than whine, geez. What do you need someone to hold your hand? Red headed step-child pleeze. If you're that stressed then take matters into your own hand and MAN-UP! LOL
That is what your customer sees and probably hears, oh woah is me, that mean ole FX.

FM