grocerythrower
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Well, I'm going back to nights, I scratched my name on that stupid list, it went right down to the wire, I paced the driver room before I left on my route, trying to make the decision.
I guess I'm frustrated! The loading, routing, I don't know why I did it, I still want to back out, however, my body is talking to me and its speaking loudly! Plus I really like change, nights suit me really well, I sleep better during the day than I do at night, I sleep like crap right now, I wake up all night long and when the alarm goes off I don't want to get up, I guess I will just have to see how it goes, at least I'm thinking about my future, and how well I will be able to stand.
If it were up to me I would stay on a route till I was 60 and retire, I just don't think I'm built like that. I have to go to a gym, I have to do cardio, I don't want to gain weight back, that makes me feel bad and shuttle can put it on me, there isn't near enough physical labor to keep me in shape, so I guess I will have another job, going to the gym riding my bike ect.
I just wanted all my friends here to know what I am doing, it will be a couple of weeks before I make the change, I'm good with that, I will have more time with my valued customers, my friends, they are the reason I get out of bed in the morning.
I guess I'm frustrated! The loading, routing, I don't know why I did it, I still want to back out, however, my body is talking to me and its speaking loudly! Plus I really like change, nights suit me really well, I sleep better during the day than I do at night, I sleep like crap right now, I wake up all night long and when the alarm goes off I don't want to get up, I guess I will just have to see how it goes, at least I'm thinking about my future, and how well I will be able to stand.
If it were up to me I would stay on a route till I was 60 and retire, I just don't think I'm built like that. I have to go to a gym, I have to do cardio, I don't want to gain weight back, that makes me feel bad and shuttle can put it on me, there isn't near enough physical labor to keep me in shape, so I guess I will have another job, going to the gym riding my bike ect.
I just wanted all my friends here to know what I am doing, it will be a couple of weeks before I make the change, I'm good with that, I will have more time with my valued customers, my friends, they are the reason I get out of bed in the morning.