Your last sentence answered your question m. One thing I learned, and it took me a while is, you cannot turn it off. What I mean is, you do your job, and you do it right. You have pride in your job, and give a damn. But you also see mistakes being made , in this case by supervisors. You try to help,maybe even take a few extra stops, or break an extra trailer. But the mistakes do not change, but you still do your job right. And they know it. You swear to yourself that you are going to quit giving a rats rear of what happens at work, but you cannot turn it off. Now do like me. Make yourself a captain and coke and enjoy your day off.