You know having confidence in yourself is everything. We all should really take the time to go look at ourselves in the mirror and ask " do I really deserve to be adhered to all this stress and bulls@#t and at best organized drama"? Let me just say that none of us deserve this crap...most everyday I go to work and I dont know if the gates will be locked or ill be bouncing around in there raggedy equipment, at this point its a crap shoot. Point here is we will all be fine ...most of the things we worry about never come true anyway..You were looking for a job when you found this one!!