Well, I try.. And most people see that I try.. But getting backed into a corner and being accused of something doesn't really do much for my demeanor... I'm a loose guy, I take things with a grain of salt.. I've lived through Nam.. I lived with loosing my Mother at 16 years old.. Drug addiction and alcohol addiction.. I've seen more in 10 years than most see in a lifetime... And Conway,Estes FedEx and several others are going through the same economy standards change... It's not the same world that you and I grew up in, and that's OK, I have nothing against change or I wouldn't have my family business... It's all good and we'll all survive, if we can manage to not leave this world as fools....