Never will let it go will you. Let it go, just cant can you. I will challenge you to see how long you could stay away from this subject. Maybe next time you would have put on your big boy boots and just went to the road, because now it seems you are addicted to complaining about something you cant have now. Well you snooze you lose. Remember, leave the past in the past and move on if you can and maybe with a little less crying. I know you wont like this and you know who i am talking about, move on already!